zephyr_phoenix: (goth)
2022-12-13 05:52 pm
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Good evening

 We had burgers and chips for supper... yum! I am invited to a party on Thursday, but my high anxiety isn't helping.. I hope I don't have a panic attack.... or a couple. I am a friendly sort but I am a bit shy around loads of people, most of might or not have COVID. I hope that there aren't too many people there or I will have a meltdown.

Plus, there is a monster storm headed our way the same day. So, and we will be crammed into van taxis and some of us without seatbelts.... so, yes, I am pushing the big fat red panic button. I might listen to some Nirvana to settle my nerves. That's one thing about me that most people don't know... Nirvana calms me. Kurt Cobain relieves my stress... I was devastated when he died.

I will play some Nirvana before I leave. :-/ Hopefully that will help. I feel like listening to them now... 

Enough kvetching. It might be fun.. and we might have Swiss Chalet or something like that.
I am just so damn nervous.....

Ehhh..... I guess, I will listen to Nirvana now... decompress if you will.

Sammy